Udover at male elsker jeg også at skrive. Både digte, sange og historier. Jeg er godt nok ikke den bedste til at få afsluttet mine historier, men jeg får en masse idéer og så kan jeg jo ikke lade være med at skrive dem ned. Da jeg ikke rigtigt har nogle gode færdiggjorte historier må i her nøjes med nogle af mine digte og sange. Jeg håber i synes om dem :)
I feel
I feel
The fear surrounding me
I want to break free
But I can’t
Can’t stop loving you
Maybe I’m just a fool
(but) I feel
The walls are closing in
My confidence is thin
But I can’t
Can’t stop loving you
Maybe I’m just a fool
I want
To break down and cry
Is this just a lie?
I don’t know
Know if this is true
(but) All I want is you
I want
You to hold me tight
In the lonely nights
I don’t know
Know if this is true
(but) All I want is you
All I want is you
All I want is you
You you you
You’re my light
You’re my always glowing light
I know that this is right
Cuz’ I feel it in my soul
You’re my only wanted goal
So forget what I have told
You you you
You’re my light
You’re my always glowing light (glowing in the night)
I know that this is right
Cuz’ I feel it in my soul
You’re my only wanted goal
So forget what you were told
Forget what you were told….
To much in love
I’m too much in love
You’re the only thing
I’m thinking of
It cannot be true
You’re the only one
That make me blue
I hate loving you
It’s so damn hard
What shall I do?
I want to break up
But I can’t
Cuz you’re holding my heart
In your hand
This song
This is right
But sometimes it feels wrong
And that’s why
I wrote you this song
I want you to understand
That I want to hold your hand
I want to kiss you day and night
And I want to hold you tight
I need you to understand
That I need the perfect man
But I need to yell and shout
And I need to do it loud
You and I
Have this bond between us
And that is why
I wrote this song
This song is a song about love
This song is a song about trust
This song is a song about me being lost
This song is a song about us
Stupid face
I dreamed of him for so long
But now that he is mine
I only can sing this song
And drink the bitter wine
I want to give him everything
Cuz he’s everything to me
But I am just a frightened fool
So baby can’t I be
What he needs?
La la la….
What he needs
I will be the sun to warm him up
I will be the rain to cool him down
But then I would have to stop!
Cuz there is new boy in town
Got damn it!
I didn’t mean this to happen
An maybe it’s just a phase
But when this is over
Will I be able to look at my stupid face?
La la la….
Stupid face!
You where the only one
I had to do this
I had to say goodbye
I know that I’m gonna miss
The sparkle in your eyes
But I couldn’t live with you
So I have to make it trough
The dark and lonely night
Is this wrong or right?
This is not what I wanted for us
This is maybe my biggest lost
You where the only one
To be the father of my son
You where the man for me
So why did I set you free?
Fucked
I’m not in love with him
I just want what I can’t get
I want the feeling to disappear
And I want you to hear
My head is fucked
But my heart is locked
And the key is for you
But is it really the truth?
It’s driving me crazy
That he doesn’t look at me
But on the other side he cannot
Cuz I’m not to be trusted
My head is fucked
But my heart is locked
And the key is for you
But is it really the truth?
Baby I can’t lose you
For a stupid boy like him
But it is so fucked up confusing
So I think I’m losing
My head is fucked
But my heart is locked
And the key is for you
But is it really the truth?
Min filosofi
Toget triller ud fra perron nr. 2
I mit sæde sidder en ko
Nej vent det er jo bare mig
Jeg er ved at løbe min vej
Jeg føler mig skræmt af din kærlighed
Det her kan altså ikke blive ved
Jeg er ved at blive sindssyg
Men alt jeg tænker på er mit ry
Esben hvad er metoden
Efter Kants hoved
Esben hvad skal jeg gør’
Hvis det er Aristoteles jeg spørg’
Giv mig for helvede et svar
Jeg kan ikke holde ham for nar
Han er det bedste, der er sket mig
Men mine følelser har delt sig
Forbidden thoughts
Oh all these forbidden thoughts
I think about the things I lost
But I can’t clear my head
Should I play dead instead
You have possessed my mind
Would you please be kind
To get out of my way
No wait please stay
I’m not supposed to
Feel the way I do
So I won’t
And I don’t
Please let me believe in that
Cuz it is all I have back
I try to forget you
But it’s hard to do
Tænker lidt
Jeg tænker lidt
Hvad mon du tænker nu
Jeg tænker lidt
Hvad skal jeg gore, du
Jeg tænker lidt
Mon du savner mig
Jeg tænker lidt
Hvorfor forlod jeg dog dig
Jeg ved, jeg tænker for meget
Men gælder det, når det er om dig
Hvad hvis jeg overvinder nej’et
Så vi kan forsætte i vores leg
Need to be sad
Again an again
I try to fuck it up
You’re the perfect boyfriend
So it will have to stop
Cuz if I lose you
I lose everything
It’s the truth
And I cannot win
Cuz…
I’m not supposed to be happy
I need to be sad
But if this thing is over
I will remember what we had
Andre små digte
Hvorfor skete det for mig
Hvorfor mistede jeg dig
Du var min helt, min eventyrprins
Og vi dansede den flotteste dans
At miste er det værste
At miste en ven, at miste en kæreste
-
”For evigt og altid,
vil jeg være din”
Det sagde du til mig
Dit forbandende svin
-
Someday
I will see it clear
And I hope that day
Is very near
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You can’t complain about this
Cuz you have chosen it yourself bitch
You can’t cry at night
Even though that he might
Is the only one for you
Cuz then you’re just a fool
-
Give me a sign
Of what to do
Cuz right know
I don’t have a clue
-
Savner dengang
Kærlighed var noget
Man drømte om
Man så på film
Eller hørte i en sang
Der er jo ikke fantastisk
Når man står i det skidt
Det er jo nærmere
Bare bullshit
-
The say you learn from your mistakes
So I must have what it takes
To get to Harvard or Oxford University
Cuz I thought it would be you and me to eternity
-
Baby please take me back into your heart
I promise you I won’t rip it apart
But why should you trust me
Why should you give me a chance
Do you know that
You’re holding me faith in your hands?
-
I thought you where the one
But suddenly you where gone
-
Kiss me and let me know
That you’re not about to go
-
I want to trust you
And give you my heart
But deep inside me
I’m falling apart